diva is the female version of a hustler;; [o]

[moondog__[இ]]

Sweat, sweat, cos I’m a poisonous pill,
Pop me in your mouth baby, sit and distil,
Not yet, I ain’t through wit’ you girl,
Put me in your glass baby, give me a swirl.


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"Well, stay, dear Narcissa, and watch the sun's setting with me, will you?" Of course she would. Narcissa wouldn't have dared up and leave now. She enjoyed being with Ajax, enjoyed his company. She did not grow annoyed with him or what he said, not once. And that was certainly a chance, seeing as Narcissa's temper was record-breakingly short. So it was quite the surprise that she hadn't snapped at him yet. But she liked Ajax. She really did, which was ever more surprising.


She turned her head, watching as Ajax laid down. She then looked back to the water for a split moment, before she turned and walked past him, but then circled back around so that she was standing at his side. She then lowered herself to the ground, her side brushing against his again as she laid down.

"Of course I'll stay." She answered to the question he had asked previously, half-smiling.

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Don’t stop don’t let it (oh),
Freeze up your trembling lips,
Don’t you regret it (oh),
Cos you can bet that this won’t even ever happen again.

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[Pandora!]

ajax*

Narcissa had laid beside me, her body brushing against me, it was electrifying. We sort of matched, we each had black and white pelts, hers was more majestic, stately, and mine was.. a mess. It was if gods themselves had painted her, and for me, just some childish beings splattering their paint randomly along me.

I could hear her inhales and exhales, smell her own personaly perfume, taste her in the atmosphere, but I could not feel her. It took so much not to inch closer towards Narcissa, but I suppressed those feelings. I could not risk such a friendship, I could not disrespect her like that. I felt attraction for her, but what if there was none for me?

Her voice was gorgeous, I indulged myself by listeing closely to her words. "Narcissa," I heard myself say, but I was not sure why I had stated her name. There was no reason true to me besides the admiration, adoration of her name.

[moondog__[இ]]

Sweat, sweat, cos I’m a poisonous pill,
Pop me in your mouth baby, sit and distil,
Not yet, I ain’t through wit’ you girl,
Put me in your glass baby, give me a swirl.


@#@#@#@#@

Laying there beside the handsome Ajax, Narcissa felt at peace with the world for once. She looked over at him, taking in his apperance again. He was simply stunning, not to mention his gorgeous eyes. Narcissa adored him, there was absolutely no denying that face. He was quite the amazing brute, and she would gladly admit that to anyone who dared ask. Perhaps he didn't feel the same about her, but...

Narcissa. She blinked, watching him closely. "Yes?" She asked, voice quiet as she kept her eyes locked on Ajax, enjoying his presense and waiting for his answer.


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Don’t stop don’t let it (oh),
Freeze up your trembling lips,
Don’t you regret it (oh),
Cos you can bet that this won’t even ever happen again.

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[Pandora!]

ajax*

I still was not sure what to do or say to her, it was stupid of me to say her name. I now had to think of something, and my mind was racing. Her beautiful eyes were on me, I could feel it.

I could not think of a reply, so I simply looked at her. I could not control the emotion planted on my face. I had to be honest with her. "I-I'm not sure.." I mumbled, taking my eyes off her and staring straight ahead.

[moondog__[இ]]

-accidentally deleted this- ; my bad! D:

[Pandora!]

ajax*
time together is just never quite enough.
when you and I are alone, i’ve never felt so at home.
what will it take to make or break this hint of love?
we need time, only time.

Ugh, this was embarassing as hell.. I could not believe what I had done, I felt like a stupid, love-sick puppy, and well, I sort of was. But was this just a little bit of puppy love or was this true? I thought and hoped it was the latter, it seemed as if this was what I had been looking for all along. "I am not sure of that, either, Narcissa, b-but I think I am.. f-falling in love with you?" It was not exactly a statement, but not clearly a question. Yes, I was falling in love with Narcissa, this was true, but I was not sure what her reply would be. I looked at her with tawny, questioning eyes, then looked away, covering the sunny beauties with lids.

when we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
if this is what i call home, why does it feel so alone?
so tell me, darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
all the time, all the time

[moondog__[இ]]

Sweat, sweat, cos I’m a poisonous pill,
Pop me in your mouth baby, sit and distil,
Not yet, I ain’t through wit’ you girl,
Put me in your glass baby, give me a swirl.


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....falling in love with you?

The last part of the statement struck her hard, as if she had been beaten over the head with a baseball bat. She froze for a split second, feeling her heart begin it's tedious song again. But then she moved, nuzzling Ajax softly, a burst of emotion taking place in her heart. "Ajax," She mutter, a small smile playing across her maw. "you're not the only one."


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Don’t stop don’t let it (oh),
Freeze up your trembling lips,
Don’t you regret it (oh),
Cos you can bet that this won’t even ever happen again.

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[Pandora!]

ajax*

My heart skipped a beat as she spoke a reply to my outrageous confession. You're not the only one. It was heaven. Was I in love with her? No. I could, however, see myself falling in love with her in the near future, as sudden as it seemed. I was steadyily adoring her and admiring her more and more, so happy that she was feeling the same. She was nuzzling me now, and I was returning the sweet affection, my mind lovestruck, but my body thankfully cooperating with the situation. I was not sure of what to think or say, so I merely sighed with relief.