{ baby, we`re invincible* }

[Pandora!]

kayne.

i`m trusting you &i`m taking the long way home.
i`m leaving, &it`s not because of you.
will you just hold me tight &never let me go?
i know this whole things wrong, but baby, we`re invincible.

I allowed my darling to sleep, forcing my eyes to stay open, forcing alertness upon myself. I could not sleep until I knew all was safe for this sleeping angel next to me. I had to protect this beauty, it was my duty. My lids were lingering over my pupils before I would snap them open again, my auds swirling upon my ivory skull. I was prepared for anything that came our way.

After a few minutes, I drifted off to sleep, days of exhaustion pouring down on me, forcing me to sleep.

[(--Z E P H Y r!]

. a n g e l s !!

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

I had never dreamed so much.

It was like visiting the deepest places of my mind, the corners that were hidden away from me. Everything poured out, memories I had long forgotten, thoughts I didn't think about. Dogs I had met way back. Even Danny. But, strangely, there was no hauntings. It was the lightest moments, the ones were I had forgotten my hunger, where I had forgotten that I needed to find a place to sleep. The angels of my past revisiting me again. Again I say it, I had never dreamed so much.

The sun began rising slowly over the curve of our earth, casting a gentle golden glow across the dewy grass, making it sparkle. With it, began the high choirs of each bird, running their morning practice for the long day ahead. The trees rustled, as squirrels began finishing up their seasons worth of packratting, getting ready for the long winter ahead. Everything came alive in a matter of moments, making up for the lost time spent sleeping.

With the sun, the birds, and the squirrels, came I myself. I opened my lids slowly, taking in the morning surroundings. I raised my head drowsily, yawning. My optics slid over the area, before I raised myself to my paws. I didnt remember anything of yesterday, until Kayne moved slightly when I stood. I jumped, blinking. It came back. Saving Kayne, the beach cuddle, Ser- I stopped myself, immediatly pushing him away. I didnt think completely of him, and I refused to see his face.

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background music: Fall For You- Second Hand Serenade
comments: i changed up mah style a bit. i tried not to make it looked
to much like yours, but my originality died. hope ya dont mind...

[Pandora!]

kayne!

What happens when sleep washes over you so fast, hard, and long that your dreams merge with your reality? What happens when the characters of your dreams seem so real, you think the events are true? What happens when you are so swirled into your visions that you do not remember how it felt to be lively? To run? To do anything but lie there? What happens when you are so delirious, you imagine the love of your life hovering down on a fluffy white cloud, angel wings spread out foot after gorgeous foot? What happens when the two of you begin making little pups of your own? What happens when the sun is a rude awakening, screaming at your stupidity for sleeping so hard, so long, so in depth?

The sun twirled counter-clockwise up wards, greeting the previously hidden horizon warmly, lighting the sky up with purples to pinks, pinks to reds, reds to oranges, oranges to yellows. I could not budge, though, my body would not allow it. No, it needed more rest, making up for the days I had gone without it. I was just now reaching the pinnacle of sleep, my dreams comprised of the gorgeous Zephyr, angel's wings spread at the least six feet out, the span making her appear stately, majestic, dignified. The solace to my previous nightmares, my previous years of horror. The explicit love of my entire life, acceding to show me how to never take advantage of the universe again.

Life was too beautiful to take for granted. It was as if fate premeditatedly chose my path, ironically changing my ways. I could hear the birds singing, their venal verses coaxing my awakening. Softly, gradually, my consciousness returned, and it hit me of what was happening, all of yesterday's events crashing down upon my senses. This beautiful creature had saved me after my stupid stunt, I had almost drowned. This Zephyr was my Zephyr, my darling. She had showed me what love felt like in mere minutes, stealing my heart, and then.. crushing.. it. Smashing it. Shattering it. Burning it. Boiling it. Roasting it. Gnawing it. Spitting it. Killing it. The pure white masculine creature came, trying to take the angel from me, but I had prevailed. I had won her heart and she had fixed mine.

My left eye squeezed open, sunlight blaring into my pupils, slamming my lids closed and opening them once more slower, allowing my eyes to adjust to the little sunlight that was appearing. There was not bright sun, for it was merely morning, but oh, it was enough to cause my body to overload. My muscles cramped at that instant, the crave for water, hydration, increasing. My stomach churned, rolled, swiveled, the need for food sky-rocketing. Each eye slowly took in my surroundings, the brown and blue working together to create a gorgeous scene, one including my Zephyr. She was standing now, her beautiful, perfect frame above my head. She jumped from me, and a crack formed in my heart, but I then realized the two of us were feeling the same things.

We were both delirious, wondering how we had woken next to each other. "Zephyr.." I managed to crackle, my throat arid and tight. I looked up at her body with just my eyes, for not a muscle would cooperate this morning. I was not sure why, at first, my body was rebelling against such movements, but then I understood. I had not slept in days. I had not eaten in a week. I had not drank in days either. I wished to stand beside her, to cuddle, to reassure her, to be her solace, but I could not. No, I could not budge and inch, a centimeter, a millimeter.

I needed her now, more than ever. I wished to smell her scent. I wished to see her beauty. I wished to taste her breath. I wished to hear her words. I wished to feel her love. I could not do anything, not even whimper. I was useless, deprived of my needs. A whimper somehow escaped my crackling throat, and it released devistating pain. I closed my eyes in defeat, doubting she had heard my cries. I was desperate for her..

[(--Z E P H Y r!]

. a n g e l s !!

What a sweet addiction that I'm caught up in.
'Cos I can't get enough,
Can't stop the hunger for your love.
What a beautiful, what a beautiful mess I'm in.

Calm.

Thats all I could think of, calm. Everything was right again, and I was in the center of it. Never would worry cross my mind, ever. I wouldn't let it, never again. I didn't have anything to worry about anymore, I was fine. I had Kayne, and as far as I could see, we would make it together. I would help him, he would help me. Thats how it was supposed to be.

My eyes softened when Kayne spoke my name, dry and cracked. I felt my heart smash, and I immediatly dropped my head to him. I licked his cheek, Shh, Kayne. Its alright. I'll get you food. Rest I murmured, nudging him softly before turning away. I quickly set off, on my way. Padding along amongst the grass, sniffing out the scents the squirrels had left. I turned to a trot, then grew impatient and took long, powerful strides over the ground, making sure to put less and less distance between the squirrel and I with each movement.

It wasnt far, and it didnt take long. I immediatly came up on the squirrel, and slowed instantly. I lowered myself onto my haunches, positioning myself so I was ready to pounce. My head was low to the ground, and I looked almost like a wild mountain cat, scanning its prey, but I was less dangerous than a mountain cat. The squirrel twitched, analyzing the grass around it, smelling me, but not hearing and seeing me. It twitched its tail, and before it could bolt, I was on it.

I snapped its back, killing it instantly and sparing it a painful, slow death. I carried the squirrel in my mouth back to Kayne, not wasting time at all. I was next to him in a moment, and I dropped the body infront of him, wagging my tail sweetly. I trotted to his side, and layed down. I would feed myself later, when he had more energy to get water and such.

[Pandora!]

kayne!

I felt useless, embarassed that I could not even care for myself. She seemed so sure that she could feed me, and I myself even had confidence in her. Thank the heavens above for this angel, she was saving my life yet again. I now had my whole life to care for her, and I would never be this stupid again. I should have ate and drank before I slept, simple as that.

My eyes watched her dart off, and I felt relief. She cared about me, this much was true, and she was showing it. She was perfect. The perfect mate, the perfect lover, the perfect angel. And she was all mine, skulking off to find me something to eat. It should be the opposite, I should be finding her breakfast, and I would. I would catch her something so filling and delicious, just as soon as my health and energy to return.

She was quick to find a meal, and I was thankful yet again. She was beautiful, even with a bloody animal hanging from her chops, teeth tinted red, maw a bit blood-stained. She was still breath-taking, still a head-turner. "T-thank you.." I mumbled, a forced smile spreading across my muzzle. The rodent was dropped before me and I pushed any last energy from me, pushing my upper half from the ground, taking the squirrel in my mouth, and downing it with a few grinds and chomps. I had no energy to gnaw upon it, my stomach would have to break the carcass down itself.

I looked back up at her with sincere, thankful eyes. She was a life-saver, and I would return the favors. I had previously devoted my all to her, and I was sure this was the bitch I'd spend the rest of my life with.

I gathered my gradually returning strength and stood, stretching each muscle with ease. This felt amazing, it truely did. I paced over to the creek, giving Zephyr a thankful look over my large shoulders. I gave her a sincere smile, my lips curling around blood-stained scissors, my ivory maw slightly red now. I moved towards the creek, refreshing my body, rehydrating it. My teeth were the same pearly color again, and my muzzle was ivory. My tongue was slimy, my throat losing its cracks. I continued to lap the cool water up, filling my stomach with a mixture of the remains of the squirrel and chilly, clear liquid.

When I was finished my drink, I walked back to my angel, nuzzling her chops and neck lovingly, a way of thanks without speaking, we did not need words, we had a connection like no other. "Your turn to be treated, my dear." I whispered in her ear, my voice delicate and meaningful. I paced towards the forest, out of the clearing we had made our place to stay for the night. My tail swayed, preparing to give my Zephyr a meal, some breakfast. After the clearing was behind me and scents filled my nostrils, I picked up my pace, discarding the squirrles, chipmunks, and rats. She deserved something larger, and I would give it to her.

A deer's scent engulfed my senses, and I knewthis would be perfect for her. Not a full-sized one, no, that would be a bit much for her. The deer I had smelled had a smaller companion, a fawn. I sprinted towards the scent, not letting to two get away from me. This could feed us altogether, give us a full stomach, a feeling I usually went without. The ivory splashes signaling 'fawn' captured my attention, and I slowed, stalking the young. First, I had to seperate the two, which was easy -- panic. I dashed towards them now, snarling and snapping, running right between the two, cutting their bond in half. Now, without communication, the younger one was a sitting duck. I herded it further from its mother, continuing with my aggressive snarls. As the young was frozen, I quited, now secretly circling it. Once I was behind it, I struck, yanking the small, hooved animal to the ground my its neck, throwing evry ounce, every pound of my weight onto it. Once it was against the earth, I ripped its throat, trying to give it a peaceful death, it was the least I could do, right?

I dragged the bloody creature back to our resting site, blood covering my face. I was sure it was a scary sight, seeing me return with a large animal, blood staining my pelt. I laid it down softly, to avoid splattering, next to Zephyr, a look in my face. 'Did I please you?' It was all I truely, really wanted to do, just to please my angel. I sat, my haunches against the earth, next to the carcass, blood puddling around the animal. I hoped she would be happy with the feast. Sure, it was bloody, but I could wash it in the creek for her. All for her.

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comments- d'aw, kayne killed a baby dear. how cute. pfft. ooh, perdy big post, huh? 8D

[(--Z E P H Y r!]

. a n g e l s !!

What a sweet addiction that I'm caught up in.
'Cos I can't get enough,
Can't stop the hunger for your love.
What a beautiful, what a beautiful mess I'm in.

Fear.

I had known fear like it was the day. I saw it often, and the only way to escape it was to sleep, but even then, it littered your mind, shaking your dreams. Fear had tight grips on me, and whenever something happened to remind me of it, I would break down, trying to get over it faster then whats healthy for you. You can't trully avoid Fear, for it was anywhere. Whatever creature that might have more power than you, whatever dark place things can hide in.

When he looked at me with thanks, saying it, then getting water alittle ways a way, I was sure he was about to leave. There was just something about this moment that seemed to familiar, and it started worrying me. I knew he wouldn't, but I'd been in this situation before. I had a traveling companion once, her name was Dalilah, and we we're very tight. We thought of eachother as sisters, even though she was a Yorkie. I gave her everything, just to keep her with me. I thought of it like this, if I made sure you weren't hungry, you would never have to leave me like mum did, and have the same thing happen to you that happened to her. At that time, I didn't think my thoughts through, still getting over the loss of Sammy, my brother. Well, I had come back from a hunt, laying the carcass infront of Dalilah who had grown quiet plump from the meals I gave her. She scarfed it down, and smiled at me, thanking me. She started off out of the alley, and I thought it was just to get some water. She didn't return. She used me, as any other street dog would, using me as a source of food until they'd had enough, and than left me for dead.

I watched him as he came back, relief flooding over me. I let him nuzzle me, and in return I nuzzled him, and his words caught me by surprise. "Your turn to be treated, my dear." his word ran through the air, almost like bells, and it made my head spin. He left me to soon, running off to find something. I nodded alittle, speechless. I closed my eyes, my head still up. I took in a slow breath, trying to reorganize my thoughts. Wow.... When my eyes opened, I felt the air shift as Kayne returned to me, carrying something in his mouth that was just about an inch or so bigger then him. I looked closer, craning my neck. Deer? I stood, smiling to him. He dropped it near me, and sat handsomly over it, with blood splattering his fur. It somehow gave him a murderous look, but it was sexy.
I took in a shaky breath, and smirked, before standing slowly and stepping closer to the fawn. I was nearly about to bite in, but I stopped myself. You're probably hungry, eat with me? I asked him, raising my head alittle. The fawn was starting to smell better and better, as my stomach groaned at me. Eeeeattt iiiit I stretched out my neck, carefully taking a bite of the stomach.

[Pandora!]

kayne!

I watched a smile slowly grow across her delicate, fragile face. It was an amazing feeling to please her, and I knew I was now applying my life to her needs, just like I had said. I could have easily been harmed, going after such large beasts like that. What if the doe had came after me? What if the fawn bucked? The situation could have easily turned out horribly, possibly deadly, but it was all for Zephyr, the beauty stepping towards my kill. Pride rolled through me as she lowered her cranium to taste the bloody carcass, but she stopped, frozen. Did I do something wrong? Did she not like deer, but rather the meat of small rodents? Was it too bloody, or not enough? Shit, my mind was racing, and I grew concerned in an instant. She began to speak, and I smiled, sitting down as my reply.

"I will wait for you to finish, dear." It was all I said, all I needed to say. I wanted to see her feast upon what I had provided her. She was so adorable, standing over such a bloody hide. I hoped it tasted as good as it smelled. I rolled my shoulders, my white tail swaying with happiness. I was pleasing Zephyr, this was clear.

It was all I had truly wanted, to please her. She deserved it, and I think she knew that. Would Serendipity go out and hunt her down a fawn like a barbaric wolf? Would he have risked his life just for her stomach to be full? I could not answer those questions, but I knew that I had done those things, and what Serendipity would have done, because he did not have the chance to.

[(--Z E P H Y r!]

. a n g e l s !!

this is the story of a girl
who cried a river and drowned the whole world
and while she looks so sad in photographs
i absolutly love her

Love.

I pushed my muzzle into the stomach, my eyes closing as the blood washed down my throat, running with the chunks of meat. Tail wagging, I continued to eat, until finally I was finished. There still was a wealthy portion left on the carcass, I wasnt a big eater so I knew how to eat enough until I was full, atleast full to me. The pain in my stomach had subsided, and I stepped back, dropping my head in thanks for Kayne. I smiled to him, knowing I probably looked horrible, covered in blood.

when she smiles

I glanced around, then stepped over the carcass to Kayne. Your turn. I pushed my head into his chest gently, a love nudge. I lifted my head, and licked his jaw, leaving that part a light pink while the rest was red. I shook my head a little bit, then ran my tongue over my maw. I sat down next to Kayne, continuosly licking my arm and then running them over my head until I was cleaner then I was before. I yawned, and layed down, watching him.

[Pandora!]

kayne!

I could see the happiness flow throughout her, veins engulged with whirling and spinning rainbows. Was she satisfied with my kill? Oh, yes, I could see the joy in her alluring eyes. The gorgeous collie drew her fine maw towards the carcass, slicing a slick incision into the stomach, blood rushing from the fawn's lifeless frame. The crimson liquid stained her chops, ending pricks throughout my body. Zephyr fed herself, pride surging throughout me. I had killed this for her. I had given her this meal. I had given my support to her. One day, I would have others to care for as well. Other little mixed puppies prancing around, little Malamute, Siberian Husky, and Collie mixes. Our offspring, our creations, our young.

Was she finished? Did she fill herself? Was it not tasty enough? Not to her liking?

I hushed my rampant thoughts and questions as she ducked her cranium in thanks. It was adorable seeing her like this, all covered in the blood of our prey. Such a fine, gentle soul had another side. And my heartless, dark soul had another as well. The two of us were meant to be, I could feel it. It was in our body language, the way we spoke without words, how I had fallen so fast. Her smile was breath-taking, in the literal terms.

Your turn. M-mine? I could eat after such a fine lady? Yes, what was I thinking? We are partners, mates, I was not just her slave like I previously thought. No, we were equal, we were one. She stepped over the ripped carcass, giving me a soft tap to my chest, sending my heart murmuring a lullaby. Her tongue curled around a spot upon my maw, I could feel some blood being licked away. Oh, she was so sexy.. But, somehow, it was not just a sexual attraction like previous bitches. No, it was emotional and mental as well.

Zephyr sat beside me, cleaning herself. As she did for me, I would do for her. There was a bit of blood on her left cheek, luring me in to swipe it with my tongue. Somehow, this was romantic to me. She lay beside me after cleaning her forearms, and I stood, pacing towards the carcass.

Blood rushed into my mouth, it was a delightful feeling. I tore at bits of meat and flesh, swiftly gnawing at the fawn. I hoped she did not find me barbaric, but I had not eaten a full meal in days. My stomach was expanding, allowing more meat to rest in it, nourishing my body. The excessive, fresh blood was hydrating, satisfying many needs.

[(--Z E P H Y r!]

{'angels!

I felt his tongue run over me, setting me on fire, but a good fire, healthy fire. I tried to return the loving licks, but he moved quick, and I bit my tongue. I winced, but smiled, laughing alittle. I couldn't feel pain at this moment, pain was impossible, something my body refused to handle. I was to... alive. I realized this now. Before I met Kayne, before I learned love, I wasn't living. I was surviving. This was something beautiful... living. Like, I could fly. I was a bird.

I watched him eat, and something in me turned on, like a match. heat waves surged through my body, and I immediatly felt light-headed. It wasn't like he was demonic in his ways of eating, and it made me sick, no it was gorgeous. It was furocious, subductivly fucking handsome, and it tore me inside. The blood sprayed across a fresh snow, the signs of a murderer, killing for his love. It was like watching a god, and I swear if my bladder was just a centimeter smaller....

I eyed him over, examining each detail of him, his muscles flexing as he loomed over the carcass, his odd colored optics as they took in the bloody meal before them, and the way he stood. Ah, it was just.... speechless to me. No one could appreciate such work like I. He was like looking at one of those masterpieces in those damned museums I had managed to sneak into once. Something only the most deserving eyes could ever see, the most gracious souls could ever have. I wished inside that there was some strike of luck that I could keep him forever, that we never had to leave eachother's side. We could lay together, entangled in a furry heap. But, then again, I wished another thing. That I could bare his pups. I wished with all my heart I could wake to the little voices of hungry mouths, feel them suckle from my stomach, have to nudge them to keep them walking. I wished to herd them, keep them safe, and the whole time, have my love beside me, have him lick my cheek when I needed the reasurance. Such things I dreamed of now, I loved, cherished, and laughed with each moment I thought of them.