my insanity

[" m o n s t e r ?]

sweet, sweet
Niu
me

I dance upon the world
i grace it with my presence

Pads shifted over the warm concrete, pillars moving, right, left, bod' bunched then expanded in the slow lazy trot. Uneven concrete was beneath pads creating an odd feeling as pads continued forth, odd feeling..Yet, it was normal, normal but odd. Strange, how something can be so odd, but so normal. Sun struck optics drank in the scenery, buildings stood, brillant colors, but faded slightly, fences, some paint peeling, gates slightly askew, other than that it was a fairly pleasant neighborhood.
My ebonite bod' so powerful, so controlled, drifted thru it all. Next to me skull lowered slightly ran InK, she wasn't happy anymore, not even running pleased her..Yet, I didn't care she didn't disobey me, didn't dare, not now not ever. A smile crawled over my kissers, for a second optics lingered on her, seeing her fear filled eyes..the smile grew wider.
I wasn't sure where we were going we were just going. The sun as usaul glowed high above, puffy ivory clouds danced, floating lazily. They didn't ever go near the sun, as if it was to hot for them. Speaking of the heat, I felt it, felt it in the early morning, my midnight pelt burning, tonuge fell from my mug, I felt cooler, not much, but it was a start. My cropped audits, were of course raised on my grand skull, my thoughts roamed, I was in control the nothingness made me into the controlling, I could take away one's life, or choose to spare them...I was a God, I was so much smarter than any of them, but I still wanted to learn more, still wanted a companion that was not a femora, still wanted a male who was like me, crazy, insane, and could kill with me, control with me...It was far fetched though, honestly, the chances of finding someone insane, as insane as me was so far fetched..Mug parted, and lazily lyrics came forth..
"InK...."
Fear. It was her's..She flinched, I just sneered. We continued on. Pads moving effortlessly, carrying, pillars dancing, heat growing, sun rising, dancing light, glowing..Setting her ivory and ebonite pelt ablaze, and casting mine to darken like a shadow. I am a god, a ruler, a king, a leader!

[Mental..;;]

Head was stuck into a box that lay on the concrete, attention fully on this object that was seeming so strange. Oh, it was colder in this object than outside of it. Attempt was made to pull head out of the box but the box came with it. Shit. Feeling of slight panic swept through the mutt, his muscular body tensing as he backed away from the object fast. He was shaking his head wildly too, trying to get the think off that was now stuck on his head. Paws were placed on it before he pulled, finally getting his head out. He shook himself and sniffed at the object before he bit at it. It didn't taste too good though.

Attention drifted off of the cardboard box as he heard something, though he wasn't quite aware of what it was that he was hearing at the moment. It wasn't too far away, but it wasn't a very loud sound either. Maybe it was just movement, this was a pretty empty place so maybe it was just movement that he was sensing and nothing that he was hearing. Oh, he could confuse himself so much at times. He needed to stop doing that.

Head was held quite high as he listened, no, sensed.. or maybe listened. Anyway. It was coming closer, whatever it was, so it had to be movement. Sneeze came from him before he bounded towards where it was coming from, his interest now in what this was instead of his attention staying on the box. Pace was slowed as he sensed it coming even closer, head turned to the side slightly as he listened. Dark blue grey eyes held a unique look to them, something you couldn't quite make out.. a mysterious crazy look maybe?

He did look a bit unruly, his fur being a mixture of white and grey, a bluey tint to it too in places. His paws were black, all four of them, though the blackness didn't extend up his legs. His coat was quite short, though not too short.. The hair on his tail was long though, very long.. It did look strange, though it suited him perfectly. He was very well muscled, the muscles showing up clearly under his coat. He truly was a mutt, and it showed clearly in the way that he looked. Though the way he acted had nothing to do with his breeding, but everything to do with his past.

He had stopped bounding towards whatever it was, now standing perfectly still with his head cocked to the side, teeth showing slightly though not in a snarl but in a grin maybe.. You couldn't really tell with this one. It could easily be turned into a growl or a snarl though. Probably not though, since he wasn't quite in the mood to be mean at the moment. That could always change however.

[" m o n s t e r ?]

you greedy little bastard
Niu
you have to have it all

so I'm insane
so I'm crazy
so I kill
I am Niu
the god of nothingness

Her voice reached my audits, it was so faint, so broken, so very, very broken...
"Niu, there's another canine.."
She was still smart though, no matter what i did to her, still smart enough to scent, watch, for danger...Yet, she was to dumb to leave me, and in a way that even made me feel like a god..How it did, I really have no clue, but..anyhow, back to the topic, the strange beast that was approaching us. My sun tinted optics glanced idly at him, tell they fell on his optics..A strange, crazy, amost insane look, the sneer grew wider...I couldn't help it, the day was to perfect, my wish seemed to be answered for just up ahead stood another canine, who appeared to be like me. His look though, was much different, his pelt ws not a solid color, not even a strike of true midnight lined his bod'..It was mixed, storm-hued, sky tinted..Strange so strange, yet so perfect was it, I could have yowled in joy, let me tell you I did consider it..
The sun was intense, but the world seemed to grow cold, an omen? If I met him and he me..Would we cause destruction? Would he take InK away from me, that brute.He had already tried..and perhaps was still trying, I wouldn't let it happen...Now if someone came to me..Well it's a different story, not one that involvesnow. My pads carried me swiftly, pillars effortlessly moving over the simmering earth, InK lingered..I growled, she bounded over with me. My midnight struck pads, slowed, stopped, I was inches away from the brute..His icy optics seemed like a cold fire, mine were fire. My mug parted, and my voice tumbled forth, it held much power, even power I didn't have, but dreamed of..
" Well..Well, what do we have here.."
Simple, not a tone of his feelings were truly mixed there, the ebonite and ivory form of InK lingered on his side, her skull was lowered..She looked then..she wasn't eating enough, food was scarce in the big city..I would make sure she got more..oh, yes, stumbling off topic, Sun tinted optics still locked onto the brute, audits strained to hear any sound come from him...

[Mental..;;]

Ahh.. there we go! There was something, I wasn't imagining it. Ears twitched slightly as the sounds came to me, actual sounds this time that I was sure was sounds. A voice.. ohh.. a bit egotistical are we? Smirk appeared on my features, eyes turned towards the brute. "I doubt you are as powerful as you try to sound." Statement was made casually, calmly. It was just a statement, an opinion, a sudden thought that I felt like sharing with him. I mean, why not? Wait, was there someone with him.. Head was cocked to the side again slightly, eyes moving off him to his side before head was cocked the other way.. curious expression on my face before gaze was turned towards him again.. Even though I couldn't exactly 'see'' him.. but he didn't need to know that, my blindness didn't affect me much at all.

There was no hostility about me whatsoever, I was a friendly dog.. Of course. When I felt like it. I could be mean though, I did have a lust for blood at times, it came from my past. My past had taken a lot from me.. like my sanity. Oh, but I'm sure I do still have some of it left. Because I can manage to act like a normal dog at times.. even though it was rare that I should do so. My attention was mostly on this other brute, just waiting to hear what he would say next, just waiting patiently for him to speak.. I couldn't really say much more until he said or did something, I did not want to interrupt him quite yet. Sure, I can talk a lot, but that doesn't mean I should do it ever time.

[" m o n s t e r ?]

some dubb me insane
I'm not humble though
I know I'm a

sweet
chaotic me
Niu
sweet, sweet,
chaotic me.

shut down
within
withered my soul
darling to die

His voice entered my audits.
I laughed, cool, insane. me.
laugh. My sun tinted optics
flickered over to where InK
was, they blinked, and her
image shimmered, then faded.
I realized, that I had just
imagined her. she was gone.
for the time being, stupid
brute had made sure of that.
My thoughts wondered off
before I replied.........
InK, so small. So young.
So innocent, she was howling.
Howling, and then another
InK, this time older,
she was still howling though,
it was like watching her grow,
I had raised, her, I was the one
that brought her sorrow.
she wasn't with me.
I lost ink..
i lost ink.
lost..ink..
ink..lost.
I growled, it was a low
rumble, threatening,
and seeming earthy.
like, thunder. thunder, yes,
a storm was raging within
me, so it must be thunder. There was
thunder inside of me. and lightning
clashing, clashing, and rain, pelting
pelting.
I was staring, my hardened optics
stained the color of the sun were locked
on the brute before me.
I realized that I was staring,
staring at his optics, they were
strange looking, seeming...
like they looked through him..
perhaps, the demon
is blind..then my mug parted,
and finally my lyrics spilled forth.
Still different from the last
set, these were strangely empty
of all emotion.
"I doubt it too my friend,
but I'm not always positive
what happens when I go off
into the world within me...and
you my friend..what's your
excuse of life?"
I wasn't sure why I had told
him what I had, perhaps,
because I was thinking,
just perhaps, there was
a partnership that could
be forged here. Two
insane, pyscho, strange
canines...
And Ink
is lost..
ink
lost..
ink, my dear
is gone.
gone forever?
no gone, for never?
I don't know.
I don't know.
I DON'T KNOW.
ink..lost.

pyshco

[Mental..;;]

Hearing the growl the mutt cocked his head to one side. "I'm sure there's no need to growl. It's not like I'm about to jump at you and tear you apart." Amused laugh escaped him as he stood for a moment before he stepped away from the brute, not because he wanted to walk away or anything. No, he just tended to not be able to sit still for too long. He seemed to always want to move, to not be immobile for too long, it unnerved him.

Hearing the brutes words he turned his head towards him again, yes, sure he was blind, but that didn't mean he acted like it. You'd think he could see with how capable he was of aiming his calm gaze in the right direction. Though he was so used to doing it, and it was mostly luck that helped him out as well. He was quite glad he had as good luck as he had, it helped him out quite a lot. Especially with guessing games.

"My excuse for life.. What a great question." He commented, his tone sounding amused as a smile similar to a smirk appeared on his features as he looked towards something in the distance almost as if in thought. Though he didn't even need a moment to think, he just let a moment of silence settle just for the fun and the effect it caused. "I am my own excuse." he said, his tone perfectly calm as he turned his gaze to the brute for a moment again before looking towards the distance again.

His tail wagged slightly as he stretched, reaching out with his front paws while leaning back with his weight, yawning as well before standing up properly again, he had quite a distant expression on his features, though it was not because he wasn't paying attention, no, it was because his mind worked so far that even while he was paying attention to the other canine his mind was filled with so many other things as well that it was just making him have to focus his attention on more than one thing at a time.