my lovely K.A.Y.N.E

[(--Z E P H Y r!]

<3 .z.e.p.h.y.r !

Im gonna love you forever, forever & ever amen
As long as old men sit & talk about the weather
As long as old women sit & talk about old men

Optics scanned the tall buildings, the scenery moving from grey windows to colorful graphite on the concrete walls, before going back to the grey windows that showed the form of a rough collie. A purebred bitch, the most beautiful they say. And yet, she was given the life of a stray, no luxury for her, no shows to attend, or gourmet meals to gourge on. She was dazzling, elegent, and yet awkward. Her coat was the darkest brown, but lighter then chocolate, with a beige underside. Her face was long, with short, folded ears and deep brown eyes that told of sorrow and happiness. She stumbled everynow and then, as if in a daze. Her mind was left behind her, and if it weren't for her drifting gait, she would look like a statue, never breathing.

.....................................

It was true, I was at a loss for words. The last few days had come so quickly, so blurry. I remember the month before, everything clearly though, it seemed like I was just a few step away from were the event had taken place. If I moved the three blocks infront of me, I would see the beach, the waves that watched us, the sky that covered our feelings, and the sand that knew our story. Our being the three of us, my dear Kayne, my former love Serendipity, and I. I had brought that event on each of us, throwing it down on the two loves of my life like a gioutene. God, was I stupid.

But one thing did come out of it that was ok. I earned my beloved, I learned love, and the right way. I did get to keep the good thing from that, and I didnt walk away from the beach that day empty handed. I kept Kayne, and forever I would keep him, I would never bring that moment down on us again, I refused a repeat. I didnt want to hurt my Kayne, not like I had done with Serendipity. No way. I loved Serendipity, and Im sure he loved me back, oh he probably loved me like he had loved himself. There was no doubt in my mind that if he hadn't seen Kayne and I cuddling, but yet just seen Kayne near me, he would have killed Kayne that instant. He would have defended me, loved me more and more, and slaughtered any male who dared step a foot closer. I knew that for sure, because I saw the way he gazed into my eyes on the rocks, I remember it so well, and when I did think of it, it hurt so bad. But then I think of Kayne. I know that is something I should think of, not of Serendipity's affection. There was one who loved me more now, Kayne. He was the one who spoiled me, cuddled me, nuzzled, snuggled, fed, and showered me with love, wrapped me with warmth, and never let go. That was all that mattered now, and there was nothing to show me different.

I smiled, my mind returning to me as I kicked the thoughts across the rough pavement, watching them skid around and then return with more images, showing me the truth. I was in love, madly, insanley, irrationally inlove. I was so inlove I would kill myself for him, him HIM. Heee was miiiine. I giggled, eyes glistening in the setting sun. I didnt remind myself this was the time when my angel had appeared, when I was saved by some odd force on those death rocks, only to land safely next to a gorgeous male. I didnt remind myself that at this time, I was found flirting with a male, I was found cuddling, saving, and loving another when I was already taken. I didnt remind myself that the evening time was a dreadful thing, but also a good thing at the same time. I was to remember only the moments when the sun set that I was sharing body heat with my prince. Our soft fur pressed together, not in an intercorsive manner, but in a cuddling way. We hadnt tried for pups yet, but oohh our chance was here. Ohh, now was the time. I knew it, and I could feel it.

If you wonder how long Ill be faithfull
Ill be happy to tell you again
Im gonna love you forever & ever, forever & ever amen

muse= deffinatly the best right now.
words= omg... a personal best. 712!! o,o not counting codes and the .... thing above!!
notes= aww i dug up the past!

[Pandora!]

I disliked the horizon of Sage`s city, so jagged and clearly cut, no 'what if's to doubt. Two completely different pieces of art. Abstract waves or straight lines. Pastel hues or harsh blacks. Warmth or an ice age. I had never been like the view, never having such black and white decisions. My life had been a mesh, and it still continues to resemble as so, chaos ruling where order should be. This happened to be because I was still molding myself into the true Kayne, the true hybrid of Malamute and Husky. I once had merely apathetic feelings for everyone and anyone, but now, I had condolence for each creature, young or old, small or big -- I honestly still felt a small amount of guilt for the slaughtered fawn. I consecrated myself to the creator of this metamorphosis, my darling, quite compatible Zephyr, vowing my life to her every will.

I was here, though, to meet with my queen, my princess, her scent had dragged me here. Even if I wished to, I could not venture off the course of Zephyr. Her scent's deliciousness drove me to wards insanity, causing omnivorous thoughts. As I ventured closer, I began to crave for her more and more. I longed for her warmth, blocking out the harsh cold flurries. I pleaded for her angelic vocals, singing my very own personal song, just for my ivory auds to hear. I begged, on my belly, for her stately presence, the confidence of royalty, her suave attitude.

The pavement's texture rough against my pads, I paced along sidewalks and alleys, allowing the wind to control my every move. The wind held her scent, and where her scent might be, I would follow loyally. I had, in fact, devoted everything to her, including my life. Honestly, I could see myself having such a parsimonious love for my Zephyr, for my future pups. How could anyone blame me, though? I had never had such a love, and so I would be.. stingy, who wouldn't be with this purebred delicacy? Oh, I was simply, purely, sincerely in love with this female, and if she did not know this, well, maybe she and I both were on a road to sweet insanity.

My thoughts were interrupted once I spotted the stately beauty, snow whipping around her, yet again causing to mistake her for an angel. She was my angel, though, so it happened to be an appropriate illusion. My heart stopped, as did my breathing, my thoughts, my movements, everything. Every motion in my body paused for Zephyr, bowing for the queen. Inhaling deeply, I approached her, not knowing if she caught my frame or not. "Zephyr.." I murmured, not knowing if she grasped my voice or not, and honestly, not caring. I merely revelled at speaking her name, it was the quintessence of the female

[(--Z E P H Y r!]

The voice of an angel, thats all that crossed my mind. I was thinking about the wind blowing through long, ebony fur. I was thinking about the chill of it, the chill of the winter snow decorating my bodice. I looked up, eyes wide, and hackles raising slightly. It took moments for my brain to register the lyrics, the song, though it was just a single sound. Kayne. I gasped, and my body turned into mush beneath me. Kayne! I barked, before I knew it, I was rushing foreward, legs pumping without my consent. I flew faster, his small form growing bigger and bigger. The wind pressed against me though, but I fought it, just to reach him, to love him.

The snow blurred, rushing past me, or I rushing past it. I couldnt tell, I didnt care. I just saw one thing, and it was the contrast between snow white, and angel white for me. He was the angel, the magestic form standing tall and rigid in the falling flakes. It seemed like I would never reach him. I would never feel the heat radiate from his form, or hear his voice from only a few inches distance. I was only a few more yards from him, a forever grin spread across my muzzle. I finally close enough, and I couldnt stop. I rushed past him, sliding to a halt. I still had that smile, and my eyes were wild as the snow flew up around me. I finally slid off the curb and landed in the street, tail wagging.

I threw my head back, panting heavily. KAYNE! I barked again, chest heaving, lungs working for air. My heart was beating so quickly, from running or from being so close to him, I didnt know.

words= 293 *sighs*
muse= suckish *cries*
puppeh= zephyr
notes= god dang it. i had such a pretty post before, but then look what happens ><

[Pandora!]

-- k a y n e }}

With off-colored eyes, one ice-blue and other deep tan, I joyfully observed my precious Zephyr sprinting to wards me, happiness struck on her fine face, but to see me? Merely me? Oh, such a silly Collie, finding such happiness at the sight of me. It is I who should and always will drown in complete happiness at the sight of her, my angel, my mate, my Zephyr. Ah, could I have forgotten that she and I had mutual feelings for one another? Hm, no, I did not forget, for I could not forget. It just seemed impossible, or improbable, for it to be so. It was simply.. extraordinary to think that Zephyr could love me just as much as I love her.

Her tri-color figure raced to wards me, 23 full inches of toned muscle. Such a gorgeous, and honestly, quite sexy, sight. Small, tickling pricks fingered around my body in various places as she neared me, a bark filled with 5 letters, 1 word, and so much meaning: my name. Kayne. Oh, she was happy to see me. My spirits were lifted beyond, and I felt as if I were flying, hovering above the city, just Zephyr and I. My legs began to form a trot to wards her, beginning to meet her at a point. Instead, she zoomed past me, a chuckle rising and dripping from open jowls. Zephyr.. I found myself mumbling, the word filled with simple love and devotion.

I found myself turned around, facing the female. Speech was taken from me, robbed from me, I had no words to form. My mind hadn't been working since I saw my angel, but some how, my body cooperated. Zephyr. Zephyr. Zephyr. I chanted, stepping to wards her, content with her presence. We were inches from each other now, noses close to contact, teasing myself - dare I touch her? It was amazing to have her company once more, her overwhelming aura sending a stunning blow to my attitude, as always. Such familiarity felt like a warm blanket was wrapped about me.

[(--Z E P H Y r!]

<3 <3 <3

Entrancing, it was. Love. It made the world spin, made the skies swirl, the clouds seem to change colors. Everything was super-enhanced, everything was so real, so alive. Sounds were clear, sights were admirable. Love gave you the ability to see it better. Love killed the bad things. It was just that little light that managed to burn away nightmares and fears. It saved me, really. It saved me from total insanity. Without this love, I would have gone insane, and I would have died.

Kayne was my savior. He was my angel, what made me whole. I thought angels existed only as a beam of light that came when you were near dropping to your death from a cliff, I thought angels only existed as winged beauties, full of miracles. Well, Kayne was a miracle, that was true. He may not have been winged, but he sure as hell was beautiful, and he did save me from dropping from a cliff, though only metaphorically. He seemed to know when to show up, just at those moments were I seemed lonely, he just... poofed. Hello!

I laughed out loud, a childish giggle that rang the crisp winter air. The snow flakes seemed to shake lightly with the echo, quiet echo it was. I looked into his eyes, his mysterious bi-colored optics. They were enchanting. A pink nose, perked ears, and long ivory fur. A god. My smile seemed to vanish, breaths curling in the air together, entwined with eachother, dancing, swirling, then disapearing into the air, until they reapeared when another breath was exhaled. Eyes seemed to never blink, nothing moved, all was silent and still. He had said my name again, three times... no four. I laughed again, the sound crackling in the air. It sounded alien, almost unnecessary. Im sorry. I whispered, still holding a little smirk. Im loud. I giggled, moving only my neck so our noses met. It was the smallest tough, the gentlest gesture ever mustered. My eyes closed, noses held together. It felt like a mistake to part them now, we were connected. I giggled, ebonite tail waving in the air. Hello handsome.

[Pandora!]

Oh, the laugh of an angel, of a goddess. Not another could even attempt to mock such a beautiful sound. She giggled at my repeating her name, the name of an angel, of goddess. Wasn't it obvious I was so in love with this angel, this goddess? Oh, yes, it simply had to be, I would do anything and everything for this angel, this goddess.

Her apology was unneccessary, but I could not say so. She had me wrapped around her gorgeous, fluffed tail, my tongue glued to the roof of my mouth. Our noses touched, electric shocks zapping throughout me, a pleasing, attractive jolt to my now alert, awake body. Hello, handsome.. Oh, shit, shit,shit.. She knew how to control my hormones, didn't she? Oh, yeah, she did.. Hello to you as well, gorgeous.. I whispered, pushing my muzzle to her ear for an emphasis. Zephyr knew just how to drive me insane, maybe absent-mindedly, but personally, I thought she enjoyed this. Personally, I thought she revelled upon this, but I couldn't know, and I didn't want to. The sun was steadily falling, diving to wards the inviting horizon, temperatures sky-diving as well. I could feel it in the air, it was perfect. Maybe now the two of us could have offspring, hm? Little Kayne's, little Zephyr's, the pitter-patter of petite paws. Oh, how I wished for that.. Now was our time, it had to be, it felt so.. right, like this night was planned by the gods centuries before.

Zephyr.. I whispered, rubbing my cranium along hers, nuzzling her, cuddling her, this angel, this goddess.

[(--Z E P H Y r!]

<3 <3 <3

Oh, did he know how to kill a heart. I felt faint, and my legs seemed like pudding below me. What... was that? Gorgeous? Gorgeous? I was litterally about to collapse in a puddle of drool and... and.... spazness. If that was the correct term. I felt his crown run against me, setting the match alive. The city was burning to me, everything was on fire, everything was just... dying, and I didnt care. As long as I had my handsome, I was fine. Excited, are we? I glazed the words in a sexy chant, toying with him. Adorable, was his reaction. Trully adorable.

I giggled again, stepping foreward and pressing a small chest to his. I pushed his muzzle up with my nose, a pink sliver running against the grain. I twirled my lower half almost, bumping hip to hip with him. Love? I said awkwardly, pointing to more than just one meaning. Tail wrapped with his like the days before, wrapping together. I was in a love trance, that was true. I was trully, madly, deeply obsessed with a toxic drug.

I loved him so much, it hurt. It hurt to walk, it hurt to talk, to breath, to even exist with him away. Though, we hadnt seperated for more then 24 hours since we met. But for that little bit that he wasnt next to me, I was being shredded, placed in a paper killer. I was so fragile without him.

[Pandora!]

Excited are we? Mhmm, I was. How could she know? Oh, it was Zephyr, why did I even ask? She could do such amazing, truly impossible, improbable things. She was an angel, a goddess, though, so didn't that explain much? Oh, the way she moved her cranium about mine, shifting it where she should, rolling it perfectly, it hypnotized me. I was lost in Zephyrland, and honestly, I didn't wanna find a way out. Her petite chest filled with a thudding heart, my heart, was pushed against mine as she manuvuered her way into my soul. Hip to hip now, her tail curled around mine, how did she get next to me so closely so quickly? Sly as a fox, my dear. Love? I stopped, thinking of how she said it, including our physical positions as well. Did this mean..? Oh, I thought so, I hoped so, I knew so. It was time, just as I had thought and felt, and I supposed she thought and felt the same. How could I reply to this? How could I give her my answer without feeling stupid? I wanted this so very much, I had been waiting for what seemed like years, when obviously, that isn't the case. Please? It was me pleading, begging, accepting, suggesting. It was so much in one word, in six letters. How could so much meaning be planted in such a small word? Tone of voice. I looked at her, awaiting for her response, hoping it would be a positive one.

[(--Z E P H Y r!]

<3 <3 <3

Please? My heart jumped, and I smiled. Oh hunny. I breathed, my paw crossing behind his, standing between the large, stone bases that belonged to Kayne. I moved my head behind his, and my tongue ran down his spine. I felt something explode in me, causing that flame to dance. It spun around us, bright reds and oranges, playing our scene. It set my head spinning, and I shuddered, pushing against his side. C'mon Kayne. C'mon. I said to him, a high-pitched sound breaking the silence around us. I knew it was just me. These sounds and feelings were just my emotions being set before my eyes. It made me laugh, how I could see my emotions. I did not fear the flame, infact, I wanted to feel it. I knew what the flame was. It was Kayne. He was this flame, he caused it, he made it, he was it. The insane sound? That was just.. the sounds of the world enhanced to me. It was everything, the birds crying from the beach, our movements in the wind.

I took in a breath, pushing not my body this time, but my hip. I pressed my backside against him, not forcefully or angrily, or awkwardly. It was acctually a beautiful movement, graceful almost. That was odd to say, for it was a sexual gesture. But in itself, like a dance. The love dance!

[Pandora!]

Oh, hunny. Zephyr breathed, the scent of her exhale mixed with mine bringing me back to when I first met her. I was still so in love, this much was true. If anything, I have fallen more in love with this Collie, as impossible as it seems. Her petite paw was behind mine, her head behind mine, and soon, her tongue was tracing my spinal knobs, tingles following closely. Her body lightly pushed against mine, and I knew it was time. C'mon, Kayne, c'mon. Her voice was small, just like her, and honestly, I was scared I'd hurt her, break her. I could not do any harm to my Zephyr, my angel, my goddess. But I've been wanting this since I realized I had fallen in love with the bitch. Her hip, I felt it, it was lightly pushing mine, so I acknowledged what to do next.

Oh, I had done this many times before, but this time was completely different. This was not lust, but love. This was the next step for a perfect future, the two of us. I love you.. I breathed softly, barely realizing what I had said, as I rolled my cranium against her gently, licking her cheek as I did so. My jowls made their way to her ear, and I nibbled it softly, gently, lovingly, tugging slightly. The leg closest to her rose without my consent, lifting over her and slowly gliding down the side of her, an attempt to pull her perfect body closer.