headstrong;; [Shango]

[moondog__[இ]]

F i r e f l y

I don't like living under your spotlights
just because you think I might
find somebody worthy




"Well, I would personally rather die fighting and protecting, go out with a bang, instead of die laying down and taking it from some mutt or human." Admitted Firefly. "But for some pointless human building or contraption, I didn't like the idea either. But it was what I had been taught, so..." She shrugged.



I don't like living under your spotlights
maybe if you treat me right
you won't have to worry

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[Mental..;;]

Smirk appeared on his features as he listened to her speak. "Of course, just do as the humans who kill us and cause as so much trouble tell you.. Be a slave to a greedy race that wants nothing but complete control." He said, his tone somewhat mocking. Though it all faded and he looked calm again, if she wanted to attack him then he would do nothing to stop her. Though he was rather hoping that she wouldn't. He wasn't intending to be rude, he was just speaking his mind as he was accustomed to doing.

[moondog__[இ]]

F i r e f l y

I don't like living under your spotlights
just because you think I might
find somebody worthy




"Not by the humans." Firefly admitted softly. "By my mother. And I had the greatest respect for her, so defying her would have pressed on mind forever." She said, looking at him and smirking. She recognized his mocking tone, yet did not want to attatck him. Everyone had opinions, after all.



I don't like living under your spotlights
maybe if you treat me right
you won't have to worry

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[Mental..;;]

Shango listened to what she said but he didn't say anything more. He had nothing to say to that. His mind had stopped working and the thoughts had gone, he was no longer confused though he still hadn't figured things out quite yet. He would need to return to thinking about it all again later, for the moment he was just happy lying here doing nothing though. And he didn't care whether she decided to stay with him or leave because so far her company hadn't been all that bad, except for when they were tearing each other to pieces of course.

[moondog__[இ]]

F i r e f l y

I don't like living under your spotlights
just because you think I might
find somebody worthy




Shango was silent, so Firefly said nothing more, deciding that perhaps he wanted to be silent for the time being. So she simply lowered her body to the sand, staring out at the waves. There was a large pelican taking a late-night fly, and her muscles jumped as the temptation to chance it reached her, but she forced herself to remain absolutely still.



I don't like living under your spotlights
maybe if you treat me right
you won't have to worry

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[Mental..;;]

Shango didn't care that she wasn't saying anything, silence wasn't something that he was scared of or disliked. "Why are you alone?" He asked her, his question just a question with no real interest in the answer, his tone was emotionless and his expression blank as he kept his eyes on her, just because he was too lazy to move his head and shift his gaze onto something else.

[moondog__[இ]]

F i r e f l y

I don't like living under your spotlights
just because you think I might
find somebody worthy




Firefly's eyes snapped back to him as he spoke, and she blinked. "Why am I alone?" She repeated. Good question. "I don't think anyone can tolerate me. They don't like my avid determanation, my recklessness, or my snappy ways. They'd prefer me to be proper, elegant, and bite back my retorts." She sneered slightly, shaking her head. "Very unlikely."



I don't like living under your spotlights
maybe if you treat me right
you won't have to worry

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[Mental..;;]

He listened to her words and chuckled. "Sounds like them not tolerating you is good for you." He commented, he wouldn't want to be stuck with someone who wanted him to behave a certain way. Slightly amused smile had appeared on his features for a moment before it disappeared again, though an amused look stayed in his eyes. This was something very unusual for him, to have a civilized conversation that wasn't made up of insults and harsh words.

[moondog__[இ]]

F i r e f l y

I don't like living under your spotlights
just because you think I might
find somebody worthy




Firefly nodded. "True. I'll be damned if I calm down for anyone." She said fiercly, staring into his eyes as she said this. She was always trying to get people to understand her ways, understand what she meant. But they never, ever did. If just one person would get that it was her life, she would be very satisfied.



I don't like living under your spotlights
maybe if you treat me right
you won't have to worry

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[Mental..;;]

Shango nodded in an understanding way, a serious look entering his eyes for a moment. "Don't change, if they don't accept you the way you are then they're the ones that need to change, not you." He said, his voice calm and clear as he spoke, but then the blank expression returned and he glanced away from her for a moment. It was starting to seem to him as if not killing her had been a big mistake on his part, because she was making him behave in ways he didn't normally behave and it was still unsettling for him. Things were better if they stayed normal.